Freezing Fires

For so long i have missed you.
Where have you been?
Better, where have i been...?
Lost in the dark woods of my mind for a change
And dark thoughts have overcome my entire being.
I wonder what's become of me.
I'm alone, you know.
I feel so lonely.
Desparation starts taking control.
She's left me for good.
I have no one
And no one will ever have me again.
No purpose, meaningless
When things start looking like this you're in great danger of life.
And the danger doesn't come from the outside
But from within.
That's desperation, man.
That's desperation...
God help me!
The darkness around me is as bright as the dawn
And as cold as the freezing fires.
I'd rather never go to hell...

P.M.